ok but can i just

pretty significant self harm trigger warning on this ok jsyk

so this obvs is a skype log that just happened. "Ouchie ouch ouch." is lucy and needless to say i am pissed off and feel physically sick after this conversation.
like seriously fuck her.

[00:39:48] Ouchie ouch ouch.: You're 18 ah D:

[00:39:54] Ouchie ouch ouch.: Happy birthday xD

[00:40:49] the RED king: aah

[00:40:51] the RED king: thaaaanks

[00:41:08 | Edited 00:41:14] Ouchie ouch ouch.: How have you been? (cat)

[00:41:43] Ouchie ouch ouch.: Sorry I haven't been on here in ages ;-; college, and depressions been in the way xD

[00:42:57] the RED king: ahhh

[00:43:05] the RED king: yeah its fine ive been drowning in work so

[00:43:24] Ouchie ouch ouch.: Well so have I xD

[00:43:37] Ouchie ouch ouch.: I also have found a girl

[00:43:44] Ouchie ouch ouch.: so I've been with her :3

[00:45:09] the RED king: aayyy

[00:45:44] Ouchie ouch ouch.: But yeah xD Last week was awful for me, so I'm glad that's over :3

[00:48:00] the RED king: yeaah shit happens

[00:48:14] Ouchie ouch ouch.: Yeah :L Basically um..

[00:48:16] Ouchie ouch ouch.: I cut.

[00:48:19] Ouchie ouch ouch.: It bled

[00:48:27] Ouchie ouch ouch.: really fucking bad

[00:48:32] Ouchie ouch ouch.: my sleeve was damp

[00:48:38] Ouchie ouch ouch.: from the blood

[00:48:47 | Edited 00:48:48] Ouchie ouch ouch.: and I went into shock

[00:49:25] Ouchie ouch ouch.: I was so scared it was awful, in a good way though its prevent me to cut ever again.

[00:49:35] Ouchie ouch ouch.: But still, it was scary xD

[00:50:40] the RED king: jesus

[00:50:57] Ouchie ouch ouch.: Cara helped me calm

[00:51:24] Ouchie ouch ouch.: No one else other than her, you and my girlfriend; Ashlyn know

[00:52:38] Ouchie ouch ouch.: My girlfriend freaked, and shes made sure that I never cut again

[00:52:58] the RED king: thaaaats good

[00:53:00] the RED king: just uh

[00:53:18] the RED king: can i request that we dont.. talk about self harm and shit.....

[00:53:20] the RED king: like

[00:53:25] Ouchie ouch ouch.: Oh shit

[00:53:25] the RED king: not that i dont care its just

[00:53:27] Ouchie ouch ouch.: sorry

[00:53:28] the RED king: u kno

[00:53:30] Ouchie ouch ouch.: no no

[00:53:36] the RED king: it's fine

[00:53:41 | Edited 00:53:45] Ouchie ouch ouch.: I'm so sorry I didn't think :L

[00:53:43] the RED king: just for future u kno

[00:53:48] Ouchie ouch ouch.: Yeah yeah

[00:53:49] the RED king: yeah it's chill

[00:54:10] Ouchie ouch ouch.: Alright sorry, its just I thought maybe you had stopped

[00:54:23] Ouchie ouch ouch.: So I thought it was okay ^^;

[00:54:36] the RED king: in the process of

[00:54:41] the RED king: ..attempting to

[00:54:43] the RED king: idk

[00:54:56] the RED king: i just kinda

[00:54:56] Ouchie ouch ouch.: Fair enough :3

[00:55:02] the RED king: try not to think about it tbh

[00:55:10] Ouchie ouch ouch.: If you need anyone to talk to though

[00:55:14] Ouchie ouch ouch.: I'm here :3

[00:55:20] the RED king: thankss